What?? What?? What???(20/09/2012)

It's September d!!! What is this nonsense??!! Ahhh.. I hate it when thinking bout SPM is nearing. Can't I delay it to next year?? Haihhh.. I got quite a nice results for my mid-year exam. But what happened to my trial?? Bad bad case! For the first time ever, I got C for my Account! The worst result I got for Account before was 72% and that freaked me out so badly. What about now? 2x worst!  Even Biology and History that I hate so much got better results. Actually I kind of got goosebumps when I got my History result. First time in my upper-form life, I got A for my History. haha. Unbelievable and I really wanted to cry when I found out I got A for it. Not A-, but A. WOW! And WOW again with my C Account! Pftttttttt!

My prefect duty gonna end soon. I think I'll miss going to the prefect assembly. Reading out loud the ikrar pengawas every morning. Listening to Mr. Fletcher's speech about the duties, hardworking, teamwork etc.

Hurm.. Nothing more to say... LALALALALA~~~~~

School Life

Time just passes by without I even realize it. I can still remember the first day I stepped into the new world called School Life. The feeling of wearing school uniform and going to a school with total strangers around me (except my elder brother who is already in standard 6 at the time). Accompanied by my lovely mama on my first day of school in SK Tunku Ismail where I entered the class 1 Cempaka. Then changed to class 1 Dahlia, the 3rd class that offered Arabic Language, which I always failed in :P. A year gone and I changed class the next year as I entered class 2A (2 Bendahara). Years pass by and my next classes are 3A (3 Bendahara), 4A (4 Bendahara), 5A (5 Amanah) and my last year of primary school in class 6A (6 Amanah). Had my UPSR without any worries like I was super genius. But, Alhamdulillah, I got straight As in my UPSR.

I didn't get any offer from any SBP, which I will never go even if I got.. I didn't get the first intake of SMK Ibrahim either, so I continued my studies at SMK Che Tom, where my mama was a teacher at the time and got into class 1 Berjaya that offered Japanese Language. Actually, I should have gone to SMK Bakar Arang, but my mama refused saying that girls at SMK Bakar Arang can't take Perdagangan for Kemahiran Hidup subject which is why she doesn't want me to go there. A week later, a letter arrived saying I've been accepted into SMK Ibrahim for 2nd intake. I went there on 13th of January 2008 in the class 1A5. And school life continued in the next 2 years in the same class and classmates, 2A5 and 3A5. Had my PMR in fear and Alhamdulillah, I got straight As again. Life goes on when I turned into 16 years old a.k.a form 4. Went to school like usual and placed in the class 4SN5. Took all 10 subjects --> Bahasa Malaysia, English, Modern Math, Additional Math, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Agama Islam, Perakaunan and Sejarah.

And now, here I am in my last year of this new world called School Life. I don't have any intention to continue in lower Form 6 next year, so, I hope this year is my last year of high school. InsyaAllah.. :)
I will have my SPM at the end of this year. SPM, SPM, SPM... Why you come this early?? Can't you wait a few more years?? Haihhhh... Anyway, I really want to enter UIA after SPM. I like it cause I feel safetier to be with all Muslims around me. UIA --> Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia / International Islamic University Malaysia... I like the word 'Islam' there and I hope to become a better Muslimah, which is why I wanna enter this Uni after SPM. But, everything's under Allah's controls right? And everything's happen for a reason. So, if I don't get UIA later on, Allah is making me going through my life in a better place or a better way. Allah will give the best for me, I believe that.. :)
Anyway, I used to like medical stuffs, like pharmacy, physiology, psychology etc. But, these few days I've been thinking about my interest. After having some psychology tests in the web, I found that I actually use both my brain, left and right. From the result, sometimes I use the left brain from the start until the end, and sometimes I use my right brain from the start until the end. I can't really change the usage of it and if I wanted to, it's kinda hard. My mother even said that when I was a little kid, I was actually a left-handed girl. And I used to love art so much that my mother thought that I may wanna be an architect when I grow up. But, as I grow, I changed into right-handed girl. And art isn't my favourite stuff anymore. I have no idea why. The web said that genius exist in this world because these people actually use both their brain and they can change the usage whenever they want. That is why there are some people out there that can use both their hands a.k.a both left-handed and right-handed. But, there's also some genius that can't use both their hands too. It depends on individual. Back to the main point, I'm actually thinking of taking Accountancy course after SPM. hehe. Because it got calculation which I really like. InsyaAllah I will do my best. :)

Dream

This morning I was awake around 6.30 am.. Doing stuffs after that I played games, checked twitter, watched youtube in my handphone. Around 8.50 am, I was feeling sleepy again, and so, what else? I slept again la.. And like always, I dreamt something again! Last night, I dreamt something too. I can't really remember the whole dream but from what I remember, it's something about a white monster that came to earth. Ok, maybe cause I've been spending these whole holiday watching cartoons.. While for this morning, I dreamt about me crying like crazy cause of something. The thing was, I dreamt that my family and I was at a wedding ceremony and I didn't feel like eating the rice, so I ate something else which was ice blended! A wedding ceremony with ice blended.. Cool!! And so, I took it but suddenly I have to pay for it. Know how much it cost? RM30! Crazy! But that's how dreams always work right? So I went to my mom to ask for the money and while waiting for my mom to give me the money, my brothers took my ice blended and drank it all! And me? Crying like crazy!! Like there's no more ice blended at the ceremony. And even when my mum bought me a lot of sweets and chocolate etc, I was still crying! And out of sudden I woke up from my sleep into the real life. I felt something weird on my face. So, I checked it out. Guess what? Tears!! Which means I was crying for real! Wow! This is the first time something like this ever happen. I mean I used to dream something more horrible like, my family and friends passed away, I became OKU etc. But, when I woke up, there's no tears at all which means I just cried in the dreams not real life.. But, this one, WOW! Do you love ice blended that much, Ifah? It's okay, a few more weeks, you're going to your last year of high school and buy that ice blended as much as you want...

Anyway, few days ago, I dreamt about something else. It's about my first crush when I was in primary school. The guy that I had crush on for around 3 years. And I dreamt about him being my boyfriend.. Okay, that's really weird cause I barely remember his face since after I stepped into high school, but suddenly, I dreamt about him being someone special to me.. Even my 2nd crush that I had in high school, I never dreamt about him anymore eventhough I see him everyday in school (well, not everyday, just sometimes since we're not in the same class).. But, the 1st crush that I have never seen for 4 years, came into my dream. It makes me remember him again. Duhh! But, it's not that I'm crushing over him again. Just remember my primary school life. How cheerful was it because I never had to study so diligently.. And of course I miss my BFFs from primary school. Non of them are in the same school as mine now. Hurm... I remembered how we used to dream about being in the same university and live in the same rented house.. Well, I do wish that will become true anyway.. The thing is, we just go to the same university after SPM. :DD

K-Drama Fever Again!

Honestly, I'm not really K-dramas stuff since after I knew K-pop groups a.k.a their musics. But, these few days a lot of idols a.k.a members of my favourite or not-so-favourite groups act in dramas.. I started to watch a.k.a has interest in K-dramas again since after "Dream High" was out I think. Which was early this year. Cause Dream High was a drama about idols and the actors in the drama are idols in real life, so, I watched it and FUN! I think I fall in love with K-Dramas again! huhu. It's not that I hated K-dramas b4, it's just that, I was too lazy to search for new dramas etc cause b4, k-dramas usually about the same thing which is 'a girl and a guy met in a bad way and keep on fighting until one day, they realize they like each other'. It's fun at first but if every single k-dramas are like that, it's not fun anymore. But now, not all K-dramas are like that anymore.
"Dream High" which tells about dream of becoming a singer and passions in music. Not a typical love-fight drama.
"City Hunter" which tells about revenge, money, politics and love..
"My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho" based on Korean tales about a nine-tailed-fox..
"Cinderella's Sister" about Cinderella's step-sister who usually known for her evilness, actually is a warm-hearted sister..
"SungKyunKwan Scandal" a historical drama about the rights of women in society and studies..
"God Of Study" about young high school students who strive hard in their studies to be the best and accepted into top university..
"It's Okay, Daddy's Daughter" about a wild daughter who always depend on her rich father although she's already in her 20s, but later has to be independent after her father died in an accident..

All those are dramas that already ended. Now, I'm addicted to another 2 dramas! haha.. They are
1. "Man Of Honor" or some people call "Glory Jane"
2. "Ojakyo Brothers" or some people call "Ojakyo Family"



"Man Of Honor"!! I'm so in love with this drama. It's so good! Eventhough there's non of my favourite idols in this drama, but, this drama got Park Min Young as the lead actress and I love her! She's very pretty! I loved her since she acted in "City Hunter". I like her in "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" as well. Just not as much in City Hunter cause well, in City Hunter, she's with her real-life boyfriend, Lee Min-Ho.. Of course I likeeee!! :DD
This drama is about Yoon Jae-In (Park Min Young) , a bright nurse and also a big fan of baseball player, Kim Young-Kwang (Chun Jung Myung) met in the hospital. Young-Kwang was injured during a play and Jae-In donated her blood to Young-Kwang which later make Young-Kwang fell for her. Soon after, Jae-In who was raised in an orphanage came to a restaurant to find her father that she remembered left her at the orphanage. That father didn't say a word about her being his daughter and that father's wife will never look straight in her eyes or even let her eat the dinner at the night.. soon after, Jae-In found out that actually Young-Kwang is a son of that father of her which means Young-Kwang and her are brother and sister!
Later on, the father died in a car accident. Jae-In moved into the house although the only 2 persons who truly accept her was Young-Kwang and his grandmother. Jae-In was chosen to be a personal nurse of another baseball player and also Young-Kwang's biggest enemy, Seo In-Woo (Lee Jang Woo). In-Woo has a disease where he can't breath properly everytime he's nervous or in front of his father as his father, since he was child keep on scolding and punching him. A lot of things happen until one day, In-Woo remembers the past where there was a girl who is a daughter of his father's company partner. That little girl always be there when he was punched or scold by his father. But, she lost when she was little. And now he's confirm that the little girl is no other than Jae-In. Later on, Young-Kwang also found out the truth. And the real story behind it, well, I'm too lazy to write. What I can say is, the fathers of all three of them are related.. This drama tells everything in the 1st episode. But still, it's cool. I have watch until ep 16 now and later I will watch ep 17. In Korea, it's still airing as of now. I don't know until which ep but I'm sure it haven't reach the 20th episode yet. Excited to watch the ending :D



Ojakyo Brothers! There's nothing much I can say about this drama. This one is not a drama with just 20 episodes etc, it's a drama with more than 50 episodes! Well, you know what kind of drama it is. A long long long drama. But got Uee & JooWoon!!! I love them both! Actually I didn;t watch this drama since the beginning, I only started watching it after it reached the 20th episode already. Haihhh.. What a pity..
It's a story about Hwang family with 4 sons. Each son has their own personality and life. The first son, Hwang Tae-Shik. He never knew that he actually has a son with a philiphine woman called Angelica. That woman sent over his son to Korea and Tae-Shik's in trouble as he is planning to marry another woman at the time.
The second son is Hwang Tae-Bum. He always fight with this woman who works at the same workplace as him. Later on, something happened and the woman is pregnant his child! They got married but things are just too awkward for them.
The 3rd son is Hwang Tae-Hee (Joo Won!!! :D). A cool policeman. He's actually not the real son of the family. He's actually a cousin of Tae-Shik, Tae-Bum and Tae-Pil. Something happened when he was a kid. His father died and his mother left him to his his uncle a.k.a his family now. He likes Ja-Eun but never tells her.
The 4th son is Hwang Tae-Pil. The troublesome youngest brother. Later, he will have something with Tae-Bum's wife, Soo-Young's autie.
Baek Ja-Eun (UEE! :D) is a girl who live with the family after an incident happened.

I love Tae-Hee + Ja-Eun couple!!!!!! So cute! Tae-Bum + Soo-Young husband and wife too!! So sweet!!

21/11/2011... Bola... Class Party

Well, for the first time ever, I jerit histerically mcm org x btol sbb bola Malaysia vs Indonesia smalam. N last2 Malaysia mng jgk. Alhamdulillah. Wahhh.. Best sgt la perlawanan smalam. It's like the first time ever I sit there in front of the TV and watch football. WOW!

When Malaysia started to change player, 2 people catched my eyes.. Player 21(Nazmi Faiz) & 28(Yong Kuong Yong)!! :P Gatai! Haha.. Even my nephew said that. He asked me to concentrate on the game and mostly the ball, not the 2 players. But, what can I do? Just for fun dehhh.. haha.. Player 21 catched my eyes cause he's just 17. And also cause I was wondering how's his SPM later. Must be hard for him. And he's cute la jgk.. And player 28 cause at first, I seriously thought, he's a handsome malay, but ended up to be a handsome chinese.. lerrr... But, still, like them both. There's one time where player 28 was kicked by a player from Indonesia, my nephew laughed at me. What's with the laugh la?? Haihhh...

Class party!! Fun!! Love it! But, I was quite sad with my bowling performance.. Teruk sungguh. Only 53 points! Badddd!!! I forgot the skills that Met told me. I didn't get any strike or even spare! The first one, both of my balls jatuh longkang.. cish.. Klu Met ada msti dia gelak.. =.=

Overall, it was a great class party. The fact that there're just 10 of us. And all girls.. haha.. Fun3. Got karaoke also, but, I didn't sing alone at all. Just 1 song (duet with Syifaa). Well, what to do, suara x sedap..

Happy!!!!

I'm so happy!! Wanna know why? I'm now an official prefect already! wee!! For some people, they will think "ewww, prefect?? SKEMA!".... but for me, "What?? prefect?? YEAHH!!"..

Few months ago, when I was a trial prefect, I went to this page at fb. The title was "KAMI BENCI PENGAWAS" or something like that. I was like, "Oh, THANKS a lot for all the critisms." I wasn't really hurt actually by the stuffs there, but, somehow I feel sad for prefects. I mean, they're just doing their jobs and if only being a prefect doesn't benefit you, you know what I meant (sijil of course), they will never ever think of being a prefect surely. Who wants to be yelled, hated, etc by your school-mates? Nobody ever want it. I never thought of being a school prefect b4, used to go to library prefect interview when I was in form 2 but rejected lol :P, just starting this year, after persuaded by my parents about how important is the sijil, then only I tried it out. And finally, now, I'm an official prefect already. Next year, I'll be wearing the blue uniform. I somehow love that fact eventhough I know that there's some f4 students had already label me as 'SKEMA'. I realized that but what can I do? It's their opinions and I can't change it.

Dah ditakdirkan my last duty was bertugas kat perhimpunan f4. Kena check sahsiah tiap2 hari. kuku panjang kena ambik nama, pki seluar pj lain kena ambik nama, pki kasut hitam tnpa sebab kena ambik nama -----> Eventhough I like doing this job, I just can't accept the word 'SKEMA' that came from her mouth. She's just my ex-classmate, I wasn't really close to her either, but, being labelled like that indirectly by her and yelled by her when I was still pemerhati pengawas, it's just not right. But, whatever happen, I still love being a prefect.. :DD

BTW, I just wanna say that, this holiday is soooo boring!! =.=