How My Life's Doing Now

Wow. It's been a month since the last post. I miss writing here but I have nothing to write and I'm actually pretty busy downloading stuffs these few days. huhuhu. Not weird stuffs k, just "bunch" of movies (mostly cartoons) and dramas/shows. It was just for fun at first but now it's becoming a habit. I need to download something as soon as I switch on the laptop. And currently as I'm writing this, I'm downloading a movie. 

K in a month, of course lots of things happened. I went to BTN for 5 days (26/8 - 30/8) at Kem Bina Negara Meru, Klang. I tell u, I like to call it "Sleepy 5 Days". Honestly I'm a sleepy-head girl, so don't expect me to clearly listen to all the ceramah 24hours without the sleepiness comes and disturb me. b4 that, we students under KPM going to Beijing got KPM "interview" session, cewahh. k merepek, actually just got some briefing from KPM regarding our flight, scholarships etc. It was held at KWSP somewhere in Bangi (25/8 - 26/8). We all went to BTN by bus around 1pm 26/8. Total up, students under KPM going to Beijing --> 83 students.

At the KWSP and BTN. 

10/10/2013 - I'm going here! Beijing Foreign Studies University. InsyaAllah. May Allah ease everything. 40 students under KPM and 19 students(that's what I heard) under MARA for this year's batch in this uni. BFSU a.k.a Beiwai. :) (gambar from google)

Anyway, I know my blood type d!! B+!!

Another boy got into the family. Was born when I was still at BTN. Nur Zara Qairina finally got a sibling, Muhammad Rifqy Haziq. 

 And here is Zara concentrating. Concentrating in what?? Watching Upin Ipin... hehhe

K that's it. Nothing much happened except for the BTN and my new nephew.. 

My life in KMKN

Enough about the college in the latest post. Now I wanna talk about my stories there in KMKN. Just a month here. But rasa sayang tu of course la wujud jugak kat tempat ni! First masa masuk sini dulu 7/7/2013, masuk bilik Insaniah (F) 218. And nak dijadikan cerita my roommates are all Kedah-an. Well, one of them was a Kedah-an. Kedah sekali satu, semua rumah dekat kawasan yg lebih kurg plk tu!

 The one in green is Mirah. She's a Kelantanese now but she was actually a Kedah-an b4. And taman dia dulu bersebelahan my taman ja!!! And dia jugak dulu bestfriend with my longtime bestfriend, Farah kat sekolah diorang. K we call that destiny. Sgt destiny!! Dia SPC RCMP. The one in pink with specs is Aina. Orang Sungai Petani jugak. But kawasan Kuala Muda/Yan. She's taking Pharmacy. And the last one is Midah. Orang Merbok. Dia macam Mirah jugak, budak SPC RCMP. Hahaha. Funny jugak kan. Tetiba 4-4 org ni boleh berkumpul dlm satu bilik. Cakap Kedah belaka. And semua minat Korea, so you can expect something there. hehe. But, it was only for a week. Then each of us berpecah ke different rooms (except for Mirah & Midah) cause km semua dipaksa utk duduk dlm bilik mengikut course km masing2. And that's how I moved to room Insaniah 204. Mirah and Midah to 225 and Aina to 224. Eventhough seminggu ja, I love you guys so much!! 

Done orientation week, I moved to other room with different roommates. And these are the new roommates. Diorang sgt baik!!! Sangat2 baik. I'm the one yg agak jahat kat diorang.. Haihh. Rasa bersalah x habis lagi.. B4 I left, diorang belanja KFC la, and then beli pin tanda roommates la. And plan nk outing for the last time together 4 org was ruined by me sebab nak tido punya pasal. They went outing 3 orang ja.. Wuuuuuu.. I'm so sorry T_T. I'm a bad girl I know. :(

The one with brownish scarf is Syirain. We call her Ain. She's very talkative and her self-confidence is at the top! She's from Terengganu. A businessman's daughter, so u can expect from where the self-confidence and courage came from. Plus she's one our college's MPP. The one in white is Sarah from Selangor. A coop-ers just like me. And she's just like me. Ank bongsu. The one in rainbow colour is Husna from Melaka. She's one of BTN (kot). I can't remember apa bnda tu dipanggil. But kiranya dia nnti akn berniaga in our college. Around 3 weeks sebilik dgn diorang, serious diorang sgt sgt sgt baik!

My classmates. Taken inside library. 

These are my course-mates. Gambar atas dlm kelas tutorial while gambar tengah in kuliah. Yang bawah skali plk gambar dlm dewan after iftar SPC together. Tiap2 hari memang menghadap muka budak business ja. X bercampur lgsg dgn bdk2 lain. But jmpa2 jugak bila jlan2 tu. 

Lepas balik drpd study. With Sarah.

with future doctors, Mirah and Fatin. Will miss you guys. Miss the midnight conversations we had almost every night in that "people-less room". haha. org lain study, kami tiga bersembang dlm bilik kosong. -_-

Before iftar with ex-roommates, Mirah and Midah. Aina hilang waktu ni. hohoho.

B4 iftar with SPC-mates and teachers. Me and Husna wore Sarah's jubah. hehe

b4 gi class, snap gambar dulu.

course-mates.. 

Muka sedih x boleh outing sebab dah lewat sgt.

 Classmates tgkp gambar utk kad raya. 

Playing chess with rommates b4 iftar at PPKK. 

Apabila ke-mengantuk-an melanda diri... In English class waiting for teacher. (org lain snap candid)

Met Nashwa. b4 iftar. 

With teachers! 

Lastly, these are my student card. The new and the old version. I got the new student card on my last day in KMKN. uuuuuuuu T_T

Will miss u KMKN. :)

Stress!!!!

K stress!

"x masuk kolej lagi pun dah stress?"

Ya!!!!!! Memang x masuk kolej lagi, tapi MASYAALLAH banyaknya borang dia!!!!!! K waktu tengah taip ni pun actually patutnya dok isi borang, tapi gatal tangan datang update blog. hihihi.. tomorrow I'm going to have my medical checkup. huhhh.. scary sebab x prnh buat sbelum ni. haha. terlebih mengada pulak.

I'm tired of writing the same thing over and over again.. T_T In just a week I need to tolerate with all these MARA's documents. Punya la banyak!!! Ada dalam 7 documents kena download. And each documents bknnya semuka 2 muka. Ada sampai 8 pages. And then dia suruh pulak buat banyak2 copies. Utk disimpan macam2 pihak. Surat tawaran saja dah 3 pages. Need to print out 4 copies. Tadi ptg pulak keluar lagi 3 documents from MARA. Lepastu baru perasan yang kolej punya documents pulak. Arghh itu pon x siap2 lagi. Apa ni!! Why bila nak dekat masuk kolej dah baru bagi everything. I've been makan tidoq tgk tv men tenet the whole day since last month xdak apa2 yang need to be done. Now, adohaii.. 

 Plus with my penjamin-penjamin yang xdak kat rumah. Sorang pergi kursus, sorg pergi cuti with husband dekat Cameron Highland. Nak mintak tandatangan diorang pun need to wait till this Thursday. With pengesahan majikan diorang pulak. And then nak sahkan everything need to wait till this Friday for my sister and bro-in-law to come back to SP. And then this Saturday my brother got akad nikah pulak. Naseb baik dekat Penang ja. And this Sunday need to be there at Kuala Nerang before 11 am. Ahhhh!!! This is stressful, I'm not done with my luggage yet!! Barang x habis beli lagi!! Dengan MARA mintak cop/tandatangan pesuruhjaya for penjamin pnya documents, my penjamin2 x free this week  how to go there and mintak cop? Lepastu with setem hasil.. Uwaaaaaa!!! I wanna cry. When will I finish everything??!! Tried to call MARA but no response. I don't blame them. Must be busy dengan panggilan2 students. Mesti diorang lebih annoyed kan. Need to answer the same questions over and over again. xpa MARA, I still love you no matter what. hehe. 

There it goes. It's "lightning" all the time. Kesian kamu laptop, tiap2 hari kena plug in charger sebab satu hari suntuk terbukak ja. Dengar lagu sambil isi borang2 nih. Hurm. Berkhidmatlah utk tuanmu ini wahai laptopku. Diriku ke-stress-an. 

p/s : even my parents pon dah xlarat tengok I'm going around the house to take their signatures, print out documents blablabla.. hahaha. Sorry mama abah, I can't help it. >.<

History

See the title! History! That's my least favourite a.k.a "most hated" subject at school. Why? Sebab kerja dia hafal ja.. Cikgu masuk kelas, cerita about the history and then out from the class. Then me, nak dekat exam baca every topics. After exam, "boom!" Hampeh x ingat apa langsung dah history tu. Duhh. What's the function of learning something but at last xdak manfaat pon?! K I'm not saying hapuskan subjek sejarah ni, I mean about myself k. Me yg trok sangat ni.. Hurmm..

K whatever about those nonsense. Actually I just read about this history from Korea. k Korea again. I'm pure Malaysian but I'm interested in Korean history. K bash me as you want but what can I do? It's in their dramas lol!! In 3 different dramas! And all are about the same 4 people. K mainly those 4 la. So, of course I'm interested nak tau whether it's real or not. Cause in those 3 dramas, all are from different person's views. These dramas I'm talking about are "Dong Yi"(2010), "Queen InHyun's Man"(2012) and plg latest, "Jang Ok Jung"(2013). See, tgk semuanya nama lain2. Actually banyak lagi but long long time ago pnya drama. These 3 dramas pon semuanya x tgk full sampai habis but I know la dia pnya sinopsis n jalan crita smpai ending. And I'm quite fond of this history. Too tragic to be a real.At least for me it's too tragic :'(

Cerita dia actually macam ni. Years dia around 1600 - 1701. There's this king named King SukJong from Joseon Dynasty. Biasa la king will get married kan. with queen and also concubines(gundik). I take it as 'get married'. First queen consort died when she was 19. Not much info bout her anyway dlm history that I read. 2nd queen consort was Queen InHyun. she got married to the king when she was 14. The king at the time was around 20. And there's these 2 concubines named Choi SookBin(DongYi) & Jang HeeBin(OkJung). SookBin and HeeBin tu ialah gelaran diorang after each of them giving birth to a son. HeeBin gave birth first baru SookBin. HeeBin was said to be really pretty. It's stated in history that she was the most beautiful woman in Joseon. And soon after her(HeeBin) son was born the King wanted to make that baby as a Crown Prince. And that's how Lady HeeBin got her gelaran. But ramai oppose since HeeBin was just a concubine. Banyak pergaduhan berlaku and even got people killed. Lastly the king exiled Queen InHyun and family dia and HeeBin jadi 3rd Queen Consort.

See! Dekat situ pon dah sad. But that's not the ending. The king regret kot afterward. Ke dia rasa macam dia bukan king yang baik. Dia bawak balik Queen InHyun masuk istana jadi Queen Consort again. Queen InHyun didn't have any child anyway. HeeBin jadi macam concubine again la kira lepas tu. And few years later at the age of 34, Queen InHyun was dead without reasons. It was like unknown disease. And later on the same year, Jang HeeBin was sentenced to death by poisoning at the age of 42. Reason? There's rumor saying that the king himself discovered HeeBin, her brother and shaman priest doing something about InHyun's death in her chambers. Yeah I heard shaman priest thingy was pretty popular back then. Not that it's not popular nowadays anyway. -_- haihhh manusiaaa... 

And so, that's how the tragic end. Queen InHyun got "killed" innocently after all the sad case about being exiled together with her family. And then there goes Lady HeeBin who died too because of ketamakan dia. But later on, her son did became a king anyway. These 2 queens are pretty much well-known in Korea. But there's one more SookBin. huhu. Her story is pretty simple. She became a Royal Noble Consort. and her son did became a king too. After HeeBin's son. I guess the king was so depressed with everything that after HeeBin mati, dia buat decree utk tidak membenarkan concubine utk jadi queen. tsk tsk tsk. Maybe that's why SookBin x jadi queen consort at the end.

that's it. These are all real. Klu in those 3 dramas byk tokok tambah of course. These information dapat from wikipedia and I change it into my own ayat. Punya kusyuk baca wikipedia pagi tadi and felt so heartbreaking crita dia. So, I came here and write this. hehe. 

Actually cerita2 ni wujud bagus jugak actually. Even with all the tokok tambah, but we can see the reality. Macam cerita Dong Yi, we can see her life. Macam mana dia step by step dari orang biasa boleh later masuk istana. And then cerita Queen InHyun's Man. Walaupun not really focus kat the historical Queen InHyun pun, but we can see from her view jugak about how cruel and evil Lady HeeBin. And then cerita Jang Ok Jung we can see why she became a cruel and evil woman. Nobody nak jadi jahat, there's always a reason someone do something that is not right. 

Now I realized I wrote a lot. lalalalalala.. Dun care.. This is my blog. lalala

Lovelovelove

 Nak post about EXO pulak. Ahhh!!! I like their new album! I like all the songs. But I haven't heard chinese version yet except Wolf (chinese version). But all the songs (Korean version) are repeated every single day. Lovelovelove. hihihi

- Wolf (I like it eventhough lyrics dia agak funny and not really human-like)

- Baby Don't Cry (Just knew yang this song is about mermaid and the guy. K sad song)

- Peter Pan (this one lyrics so comel. Peter Pan, Tinkerbell, Neverland bla bla bla)

- My Lady (Good song. I've been waiting for this song to fully released since diorang debut lagi)

- Let Out The Beast (Ahhh!! I like it so much!)

- Black Pearl (Nice! I love the beginning!)

- Don't Go (This one pon in love!!)

and lastly Baby and Heart Attack. No time to explain sebab nak keluar makan dengan family dulu. k :D

That Girl

Currently, while eating marshmallow and listening to EXO's new songs, I'm gonna fulfill the words that I said to that girl last night. Who is that girl?? hihihihi. Not gonna write her name here, she knows herself that I'm writing this for her (cause she excitedly wants me to) *k I talked about it first and didnt expect her to want me to write about it.. my wrong. hehe.. I'm embarrassed. *blushing

Ok, so I'm gonna start now. I knew her since form 1. The 2nd day I stepped into SMK Ibrahim. I was a new student at the time, while she was transferred from another class into my class. Actually xtau nama dia pon. I just knew her la. Her face. After some times then only I remember the names of every single kids in my class. She moved to the front while I was sitting at the back for the whole year so I didn't know her much. Plus she's a hostel girl. While I'm a 'home-sweet-home' girl. hehehe.

It all started from we were in form 2. A new boy entered our class and sat beside me and one of my bestfriends at the time since there's no more empty sits. And bcoz of that, rombakan tempat duduk!! Girls sit with girls only and sebaliknya. So, I was separated from that bestfriend of mine. And to be the beginning of our friendship, this girl sat in front of me. And I was quite close with this Siamese girl that sat beside her. So, this girl ended up become close with us after she quit being a hostel girl. Jadi 'home-sweet-home' girl like me jugak. hehehe. Well, that year was quite a traumatic year for me. I fought with my bestfriends and lots of things happened. So, the only people I could really told everything were her and that Siamese friend. And I started to love this girl at the time. hehehe..

Form 3, she sat behind me in class. So, we shared lots of things together and even spent our recess time together with another friend of hers. Seriously in just a year, I felt like I'd been closed to her for a long time. I really appreciate her as one of my bestfriends. But yeah we did fought. hahaha. It was a misunderstand. She did something that quite pissed me off and so I made it seems like I was really angry when actually I just wanna see how she would react. But she got angry at me for real! haha. k funny moments.. we didn't talked for some times. I can't remember how we reconcile. But we just did. hehe. But surely it was a hard time for me cause I felt like it was my fault. I started the fight. hehe. But I had fun with her during PASCA PMR. We were together all the time! hahaha. Super love her.

Form 4, everything changed. Hurmm. Pretty sad. We actually got into the same class again. But, this time, it's a bit the other way around. Our sits weren't next to each other. It's next to each other but different line. So, she was quite far away to talk to. And she went to SBP for around 2 months? I can't remember. And I just became closed to another classmate + this new girl in our class when she came back to Ibrahim. Can say that I had my own gang d at the time. So, our friendship was kind of off. Plus I started to become a 'shadow prefect' that year. Pretty busy. Can't really spend times with friends except for in class. And she's far away from me to actually talk to for a long time.

Form 5 was a traumatic year as well for me. It's like back to form 2 area again. Well, don't really want to talk about it. But I did have some problems with my gang. Not a fought. It's other stuffs. + it's SPM year.. Ahhh, don't care about that. Well, to be the 'awesomest' story ever, this girl got into prefect too. So, I was super happy walaupun in class, she sat in front, me at the back. U know what, I really did try my best to become close to u again, girl. We were in the same group for morning duty for a few times. And I was glad. hehehe. Sometimes I even wonder why didn't I enter your gang in the first place. Sounds like a betrayer la plk. No no.. I love my gangs jugak. hehehe..

And x sangka! hahaha. Finish SPM, I reactivated my facebook account. And we started to become so close. Like everytime we're both online, we'll be chatting or comment-ing when there's nothing much to say. Or sometimes langsung xdak faedah benda yang di-chatting..

And now she's in UKM. I hope u will success in everything u do girl. U're a really delicate student. See our difference in terms of studying. There's always books on ur table b4 trial SPM and SPM dulu bila xda cikgu. Take a look back at me, b4 trial, lgsung xdak buku atas meja. Kalau ada pon, it's closed after 2-3 minutes. So, be thankful that you're a really rajin girl. hehe. K melalut banyak.
Be happy girl! Chaiyo2x! No matter what, I want to keep in touch with u. Lets still be friends till forever k. :)

*k, finish doing the essay as you wanted.. huhuhu.. It's not that jiwang-ish cause I'm not that tak-pemalu-punya-orang yang tulis direct. k slamat study.. heeee