An Ordinary Girl

I'm just an ordinary girl who used to do wrong and bad things.. "nobody

perfect".. That's what people will say everytime they do something that can be considered bad a.k.a not-so-good.. I know it's kind of "jiwang-ing" here, but, that it is.. How I wish I can turn back the time to the time when I was form 1. I wish I can correct the things I did when I was so immature. Seriously, when I recall back the memories when I was in form 1 and form 2, there's a lot of mistakes I have done.. To be truth, I was so lucky to be friends with Yana.. She changed my attitude and my thinking..

I remember I used to skip art-class when I was in form 1.. Just once.. but, there's a reason behind it of course.. Nobody knows the reason.. And I was such a coward to told my teacher the truth.. I won't blame my friend for this.. It was my false too cause I followed and believed her words.. I know I was wrong and I admit it.. I was so immature and careless in

choosing a friend.. Luckily, I realized it and tried to part myself from her slowly so that she won't feel like I'm such a bad friend.. I won't state her name here.. We're not really a friend now since she moved to other school.. But, I just wish she has change now.. :)

When I was in form 2, I got in a really really really big problem.. I fought with a group of friends I used to be close with.. Only Allah knew what I felt that time.. I cried a lot, even before I went to bed. It was really heartbreaking that I even used the words "aku" and "hang" which I never use towards my girls friends (that words only to guys friends).. Luckily, I still got friends that time.. "Aleena Chitbanchong" and "Nor Ilyana Abd Rahman".. Aleena was also involved in the problem.. But, Yana, she's not involved in the problem, but the moral supports she gave me was really the best! I'm so lucky to know her..

Now, I've change.. I'm not the old me anymore.. Well, actually, I'm not the "form-1-and-form-2" me anymore.. Lots of thanks to Yana who has taught me a lot of things about life.. Now, I'm more like the primary school "Norhazifah bte Mohd Noor".. But, the mature one.. :)

BTW, I just want to say, GOODBYE TO NOR ILYANA BTE ABD RAHMAN.. She's currently in SM Sains Kubang Pasu.. Stay happy and I hope you will get the job you have always wanted to be.. :)