Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover

I'm just sad. It's not quite suit for me to write it out here. What I can say is, I'm heartbroken. Just like the title above. I would like to say to her that she can't just judge me without investigate or knowing the real reason first.. hurmmmmm..... :'(

Anyway, I've got my end-of-year exam results and it's not that good. If I use JPA's grade, I got a few A, B, and C. If I follow my school's grade, I got A,B,C,D and Failed. If I follow the usual SPM grade, I got a few A and B. Variety results.. Which I dislike. I want all As for SPM grade and no failed for my school's grade. :(

Now I want to talk about being a prefect. For some reasons, I'm totally in love with prefect now. I just can't imagine that. I became a prefect because I wanted to get the sijil and at the same time to discipline myself. But, I never expect myself to love prefect like I do now. It used to be a burden for me to do my tugas everyday during recess and early in the morning, but, now, I feel like doing something interesting. Eventhough before, I used to be a "coward" in front of a lot a people. But, now, I don't feel much when I was asked to MC the prefect assembly or normal assembly. I don't feel so shy and scare to speak in front of audience. That's a good point. But, I'm only a trial prefect now. How I wish I will be the official prefect next year. I hope they will accept me. If only they reject me from being an official prefect, I just can't imagine how much tears will I drop. :'(
Now, even Rabiatul has been accepted to become a trial prefect. How great is that. How I wish Yana & Syifaa Hadi will be accepted too, but it's quite too late cause it's already at the end of the year. So, it's quite late for them to become a trial prefect.
Prefect, prefect, prefect..... Why must I like you so much.. tsk tsk tsk...

These few days, I've been watching k-drama "SungKyunKwan Scandal". It's not so lovely-romantic-comedy like usual k-dramas will be. It has the love story too of course between the hero and heroine.
The point that I like from this drama is how a son from a rich royal-related-family knows about the pain of poor people of the country. Since the drama is somewhat based on people from the old days where there's king and stuff, it makes it fun with all the gambling of the rich or royal noblemen and how the poor be treated like they're not humans. The rich keeps on looking down on the poor.
How hard a father-less young girl from poor family willing to do anything even if it is against the law just to have some money for his sick brother and making her mom eats good foods. How a son of royal-related-family keep on wanting to bring justice to those who he thinks deserve what they don't deserve. How a young girl willing to disguise herself as a man to get into SungKyunKwan University which only accepts guys so that she can get the allowance and medicine for her sick brother.

The four students of SungKyunKwan University.. <3 <3 <3

Goo Yong-Ha * Lee Seon-Joon * Kim Yoon-Shik /Kim Yoon-Hee * Moon Jae-Shin

Dadadada....

It's been a while since I last wrote something.. Well, I'm just too lazy to write anything.. Lots of thing happen.. One of it is SNSD's new album!!! woot woot!! Boyfriend's new single also.. :D *love..love*

Before I write this blog, I went to Tesco with my elder brother and my 3 nephews. I ate Chicken Chop, so full!! But, that doesn't matter.. What I want to say is, I bought a new novel at MPH. The title is "Cucur Bawang & Kopi O". Sounds like teens novel right? Actually not. It's written by Hasrudi Jawawi and got 709 pages. Zarif, my eldest nephew asked me to buy him Harry Potter novel but I refused so lastly I bought him "Phineas and Ferb - Thumbs Up" storybook only. Sorry Zarif, that Harry Potter book price is almost twice my novel's price, surely I won't buy you. Better I buy 2 novels for myself. Anyway, I'm so excited to read the novel.. I want to read it starting tonight!! ;D

Anyway, about SNSD's new album "The Boys", total of got 13 new songs.
1. The Boys (Korean Version)
2. The Boys (English Version)
3. Telepathy
4. Say Yes
5. Trick
6. How Great Is Your Love
7. My J
8. Oscar
9. Top Secret
10. Lazy Girl
11. Sunflower
12. Vitamin
13. Mr. Taxi (Korean Version)

Overall, I love all the songs. Seriously, it's like the first time ever I like all the songs in one same album. Totally the best! My top favourite is "Sunflower" cause the lyrics so touching. And maybe because it's a ballad song. :) "How Great Is Your Love" is good too.. It's a sweet song which the lyrics were written by SNSD member, SooYoung.

Free a.k.a Not So Free

Yes! I'm free!!! Free from that feeling!! Ohh girl, seriously, it was hard to erase that.. But, whatsoever..
Cause there's something more important than that.. Prefect!! AHHHHHHH!! Don't torture my brain anymoree... :'(
Why is it so hard to be a prefect?? So different from being a normal student.. My daily routine totally changed a lot. I didn't feel it that much when I was just shadow prefect but now that I'm a trial prefect, aigooooo~~~ Well, I did think too simply about being a prefect. For now, I'm a bit annoyed with the tortured feeling of being a prefect. I kept on thinking I can't be a REAL prefect next year. And that makes me feel like, what's the use for me to do my duty when I won't be the REAL prefect at all?? And what's the use to pay the monthly fees when I won't be wearing the blue uniform at all?? Well, those thinks keep on appearing in my mind and makes me feel hopeless.. I'm too scared I won't be a prefect next a.k.a disqualified..

Please don't make me disqualified.. I seriously want to be a REAL prefect.. Not just trial prefect and then disqualified..
-I want to wear that blue uniform so badly even when I always got scolded by the other students,
-I want to go to that so-early-6.50-am-prefect-assembly every morning even when sometimes I will come in late into the class in the morning,
-I want to do my prefect duty with my best even when my close friends keep on discouraging me of being a prefect as I don't have much time to hang out with them,
-I want to be a prefect which change me to be more discipline even when I need to write "nakamura" everyday..


Last but not least, Ahhhhh!! Tension!!!!!! End-Of-Year Exam on 12th of October!! :'(

Overeact?

Okay, first of all, I'm a Harry Potter movies fan.. Actually, b4, I didn't like the movie that much, just starting this year, I think I love it cause my nephews are all fans of the movie and so, I was brain-washed to like the movie too.. Yeah, the kids sure know how to make me like what they like.. I'm really really hoping kakchik will give me a niece.. I really hope the baby in her "stomach" right now, which is also their 1st ever child is a girl! Please no more nephews cause kakchaq had give a lot.. Boys are too naughty.. Little girls are more polite.. :P

Back to the main topic, actually throughout the whole story, rather than liking Harry Potter (Daniel), I love Ron Weasley (Rupert) more! haha.. He's like some crazy + careless guy and sometimes kind of blur.. I really like that kind of personality rather than Harry's personality who is too brave to do anything. But well, he's quite cool & gentleman guy in the drama.. I like that kind of guy too.. Both of them are great. But, when I look at the face, I like Rupert more, so, I guess maybe that's why I like Ron Weasley better.. hehe..

Okay, actually, the main point I write this post is because I just got to know that actually, Ruper Grint is a K-pop fan too!! Wahh!! I heard that he listened to SNSD & Super Junior. Wow! I was quite amazed with that. K-pop does flow around the world now, I guess?? haha.. Okay, conclusion of the whole post, Am I Overeact???? Dunno.. :DD

Love

Love is the greatest gift we can ever hope to give or receive.. Love is one thing that can overcome so many of the difficult times that we are faced with in this life. Love is so powerful that it can turn frowns into smiles. It can help to melt the most cold heart. It can even turn all the ugliness in the world into the most beautiful portrait we could ever have the pleasure to behold. :)

I'd be listening to DBSK's old ballad songs these few days and one of the songs is the Xiah Junsu's solo song, "Rainy Night".. The lyrics is somehow, touching.. I never experience something like that.. But, when I listen to the song, the voice + the touching lyrcis is somehow touch the deep of my heart.. hehe.. I really love this song..

Rain in my heart,
The tears won't stop, tonight
In the end, you left me behind,
Like something temporarily forgotten...
I miss you

* This world without you, trembles in the dark
It'd be nice if this was all just a dream
Though I want to see you, oh my girl
The reason I can't meet you
Is because I don't want to hear your goodbye

Baby I still love you

Don't cry anymore,
You're always being a crybaby
And even that part of you is so sweet
Now someone else, not me,
Is wiping away your tears

But I love you, you're unforgettable
Alive only in my memories,
This feeling is forever
Your scent from that day we embraced
Will never leave my body
Baby I still love you

I can't take it off,
This cross on my chest
With your name engraved on it
Baby you're my love

* Repeat

Even now, I love you
(Baby I still love you)
You're unforgettable

I'm just living in memories
This feeling will last forever
Even if ceaseless rain falls on my heart alone,
Eternally drenching it
I can't say "goodbye" cause I love you

Story for today

"Arggghhhhh!" Suddenly I heard Shi Ching, my classmate screamed so badly like crazy.. I wondered why and everyone looked at her and she ran in front of the class to our BM teacher.. Well, I knew Shi Ching is somewhat a loud girl but it was weird why she screamed so badly like that. I asked everyone around me but all of us were like blur, don't know what happened. I asked Shu Fang who was behind me about what happened but she kept on laughing and laughing.. The guys, Arjun, Ding Yuan, Jeffrey, Irwan etc went to the back of our class and then only I knew that there was a rat in our class!!!! Near the dustbin. I guess maybe bcoz it was raining quite heavily outside, so, the rat came into our class. Also, the fact that our class is in the ground floor and there's a stor near our class..

The guys kept on trying to make the rat goes out but it was still there. Running at the back of our class. Everybody kept on screaming (especially girls of course). Even Shaik, the tallest guy in our class went up on his chair.. Haha.. I laughed so badly at the time until tears fell down. But, unexpectedly, at the same time, the rat ran over to my place!! I didn't realize cause I kept on laughing. I only realize it after Yana told me that the rat is under my table, not moving.. I screamed and stood up.. Then, only the rat go away to other place.. Scream, scream & scream occured in our class. Guess what, the rat was making a round maraton in my class, it came back to my place running.. But, this time I didn't scream anymore, I just put my legs up.. After that, the rat went to back of the class again and Jeffrey succeed in bringing the rat out of the class. Such a relief.. Everybody laughed and I looked at our BM teacher's face.. She was like, wanna laugh but didn't laugh.. hahaha.. What a chaos...

Then, after BM, it was BI.. We need to go to the library.. So, we went to and I finished my oral BI already with teacher at the small room in the library!! Wee!! But, somehow, it was quite funny cause the essay I presented was about friends.. But, the questions that Madan Jacqueline asked was not about the essay, but, about my experience about being a pengawas pemerhati.. hahaha.. But, greatfully, I could answer it all..

Anyway, yesterday, teacher told us that perjumpaan waris for f4 is on this Sept. Luckily, this exam I did quite OK. I got 11th place in my class.. I want to be in top 10, but, since my Biology got oly 50% a.k.a failed, so, I got to be in the top 20.. But, still, ok though cause first time I got Addmath A and lulus my History. :)