Hurm...

This evening, Wani came to my home.. I was so excited!!!! haha.. It's been a while since we last met.. I think, the last time was around 2 years ago?? haha.. How I miss her.. We shared a lot of things just now.. She with her Mr. Chipsmore ( :P ) and me about "someone" that make me feel like wanna change class a.k.a school ( =.= )..

Anyway, tomorrow is school day!! GREAT!!! I hate it!!! I wish I can stay at home sleeping sleeping and sleeping.. Just imagine, I have to stayback at school every Sunday, Tuesday and Wednesday when actually I can go home! But, I have to stay cause I need to accompany my friend.. Her house is too far from school. But, what even bad is I got tuition on Sunday's night, Monday's night, Thursday's night and Friday morning!!!! When I'm gonna rest??? Huh!! Hurm.. It's okay...............

But, it's fine.. What annoy me now is the fact that this Monday, I have to go to "rumah sukan".. Aigoo!!! Tired la!!! Tomorrow I need to stayback for Maulidur Rasul, then, at the night, I have to go to tuition.. The next day I got "rumah sukan" and at the night, I have to go to tuition.. Am I a living-robot??

What even "BETTER" is I haven't finish my history essay yet!!!!! I'm DEAD!!! T_T

An Ordinary Girl

I'm just an ordinary girl who used to do wrong and bad things.. "nobody

perfect".. That's what people will say everytime they do something that can be considered bad a.k.a not-so-good.. I know it's kind of "jiwang-ing" here, but, that it is.. How I wish I can turn back the time to the time when I was form 1. I wish I can correct the things I did when I was so immature. Seriously, when I recall back the memories when I was in form 1 and form 2, there's a lot of mistakes I have done.. To be truth, I was so lucky to be friends with Yana.. She changed my attitude and my thinking..

I remember I used to skip art-class when I was in form 1.. Just once.. but, there's a reason behind it of course.. Nobody knows the reason.. And I was such a coward to told my teacher the truth.. I won't blame my friend for this.. It was my false too cause I followed and believed her words.. I know I was wrong and I admit it.. I was so immature and careless in

choosing a friend.. Luckily, I realized it and tried to part myself from her slowly so that she won't feel like I'm such a bad friend.. I won't state her name here.. We're not really a friend now since she moved to other school.. But, I just wish she has change now.. :)

When I was in form 2, I got in a really really really big problem.. I fought with a group of friends I used to be close with.. Only Allah knew what I felt that time.. I cried a lot, even before I went to bed. It was really heartbreaking that I even used the words "aku" and "hang" which I never use towards my girls friends (that words only to guys friends).. Luckily, I still got friends that time.. "Aleena Chitbanchong" and "Nor Ilyana Abd Rahman".. Aleena was also involved in the problem.. But, Yana, she's not involved in the problem, but the moral supports she gave me was really the best! I'm so lucky to know her..

Now, I've change.. I'm not the old me anymore.. Well, actually, I'm not the "form-1-and-form-2" me anymore.. Lots of thanks to Yana who has taught me a lot of things about life.. Now, I'm more like the primary school "Norhazifah bte Mohd Noor".. But, the mature one.. :)

BTW, I just want to say, GOODBYE TO NOR ILYANA BTE ABD RAHMAN.. She's currently in SM Sains Kubang Pasu.. Stay happy and I hope you will get the job you have always wanted to be.. :)

The Kids

These little kids!! How I miss them! They'll come back from UK next month!!! Wee~~!! haha.

The first nephew = Muhamad Zarif Haziq b. Muhd Farizal

The stubborn boy that always being scold by his mama & abah.. He used to be an obedient boy.. But, as he grows up, he becomes such a stubborn boy but caring at the same time.. Has a "boroi" stomach.. hihi.. But, very cute one!

The second nephew = Muhamad Zafri Haziq b. Muhd Farizal

The manja-ness that can be seen everytime he merajuk.. huhu. Always sits on me and ask me to dukung him eventhough he's already 6 years old as of 7 January 2011. I don't know why. Has a handsome face.. haha.. Always ask me to play Wii with him.. And last but not least, he's very fluent in UK's English language.. I don't really understand what he's talking about sometimes.. UK's English language is too different from Malaysia's English language..

The third nephew = Muhamad Zafran Haziq b. Muhd Farizal

I can't deal much with this young boy. Once he's merajuk, you're "DEAD" with his cuteness!! ahaha.. Always ask me to mandi-ing him.. Since I became so close with him last November when I visited them in UK, he keeps asking me to dukung him. He talks too much with his UK's English language.. A happy-go-lucky boy.. Although he's already 3 years old last November, he's still with his pampers.. Still drinking susu in botol susu.. Loves monster too much!!

That's all about the 3 kids.. I miss them!! Seriously!!

Kim Soo Hyun - Dreaming

I was looking at my dream

That is being deemed far away

and I was standing blankly

I don't have

Anything left anymore

I thought about giving up everything but..

I am standing up again

#

Even today, step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fear

But it's an excitement I'm embracing

##

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

The dream that I am going to meet someday

As I'm thinking if it is going to end like this

A fear constantly comes

I'm hesitating but..

Deep inside my heart

There's an unstoppable beating

That drags me forward

# & ## (2x)

Towards the dream that I am going to meet someday~~

The 1st post for 2011~

Okay, first of all, I just want to say, I kinda miss this blog! ahaha. It's been a long time since I last posting a new entry here. Hurm~~ nothing much to say. I just want to say, I kinda love being a form 4 student.. Don't know why~ Maybe bcoz of new challenges surround me this year. keke~

Anyway, I want to talk about my form 4 life. I'm now still an Ibrahimians~~ Actually I'm quite jealous with my school-mates who got MRSM or SBP.. (Actually I didn't even apply. So, will never get a chance to go there for sure) I would like to be an independent student too. Try to live and do things by yourself. But, as I think about it again, I think, better stay home.. I love my mama, abah & my home more!! ;DD

Now, I'm in a pure science class. The subjects are Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Additional Mathematics, Modern Mathematics, Islamic Education, History, Account, Malaysian Language and English Language which total up are 10 subjects!!!! =.= Sunday + Monday, school finish at 2.50 pm and for Tuesday - Thursday, school finish at 2.10. No time to rest at all.. Got tones of homeworks~ But, still. I love form 4 life! :D

My class is called 4sc5. Well, a lot of people from other school thought I got under 8As for PMR everytime I told them about my class. They think that's why I'm in the 5th class a.k.a the last pure science class in my school. Haih~ Does a class name describe your studies? Hurm.. Don't care anymore. I know what I got for my PMR.. Don't care no more~~ =.=