The Next Path Of My Life

I changed my UPU yet again. Hahaha. And this is the last time as I've used all the 'nombor kemaskini'. This time I applied for Sains Fizikal and Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu as well. Both from UIA. Why I chose those 2 as well out of a sudden? 

"Cause my sister brain-washed me.."

"Really?"

"Pretty much!.. Hihihi"

Actually she came back home today and told me about those 2 courses and told me the branches of it cause she knows that I love calculating and mathematics. And amazingly I'm pretty much interested in it especially Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu in UIA cause the branches are like audiology, radiography, optometry etc. which are cool and interesting. Although it's rare to hear people talking about it but who cares, it's my future.I'm gonna do what I like not what people like.Huhu.

I applied for MARA as well. There're 2 choices so I chose Accountancy for both. Haha. One is Foundation while another one is A-Level. I'm so not sure for that A-Level but since there's nothing else that I like and qualified at the same time, so I applied for those two. Optometry was on the list too but I'm not qualified because of my Chemistry result (=.='). So, okay.. Hurmm.. I'm not really confident with everything. I'm just gonna trust that everything that happen to me in my next path of life are all planned by HIM and it has its own benefits.

" Smile As Much As You Want And Be Happy For What You Have Achieved, The Future Is Waiting Ahead You"

Heyo! Currently I'm typing this using my new laptop. Wee!! It's not a present for my SPM k, I bought it using my own money cause for some reasons, I think buying something using your own money will make u care and treasure your stuffs more. And it sure does cause I really love this laptop a lot lot lot more than the other laptops/pc I ever used before. And although my family said my results deserve presents from them, I don't really think so cause it wasn't straight As. But I'm still thankful enough for the result & my parents did give me the 'rewards'.. My siblings, some of them asked me what I want, but yeah, I dunno.. Seriously.. Dunno.. And btw, this new laptop is Samsung laptop. Wee! Samsung is from Korea so it has the Korean keyboard.. 너무 좋아!!! But other language are available too. Chinese, Thai etc. Sadly I don't know how to read those. Hee..

Last Wednesday, my brother's future wife (a.k.a fiance) from Kelantan came to Kedah and to our house. Together with her whole family. We went to eat "Mee Banjir" that night.. Hahaha. Yummy! And I got to talk a lot with my future sis-in-law cause she sat next to me that night. She told me about Maktab. The assignments, pointer etc. Well, seems hard but nothing's easy in this world. TESL may sounds like you're only learning English and about how to teach people that subject. But, I guess that's not it actually. She said there'a lot of other things to learn too. And it's not even english-related. Duhh! Now that bored me! But she said that Maktab has the holidays same as school students.So she barely meet up with her friends during holiday cause holidays for University is different from school.

Btw, tomorrow gonna be the engagement day for my 2nd brother. Yet another future sis-in-law in the line. She's an English teacher. Hahaha. The funny fact. Two English-teacher sister-in-laws (+ my own English-teacher elder brother). Just that one of them is soon-to-be teacher while the other has been a teacher for several years. And also, two babies are coming.. Hihihi.. I got three elder sisters and two of them are pregnant now. Both scheduled to come out around the end of this year. Wahh, I'm excited. Zara gonna have a younger sibling while the other baby will be the eldest. I don't know when will my eldest sister come out with a new baby after the three little boys. Huhu.

Hey Ho

Hey Ho! So what's it about this time? I'm gonna write about my dissatisfaction over my "smile" in my school 2012 magazine. Yap I just got the magazine yesterday together with my SPM result. It's pretty much late d to get the magazine but whatever. I wanna complain about my own "smile". Why didn't you smile Ifah?? Well, I don't really care about how I look in the photos cause I'm not photogenic to begin with. But at least smile for your last school magazine! Even for the personal photo, I was like, smirked? I dunno.. =.='

So, here it goes again. I need to change my UPU. Haha. Now, there's only one more chance left to reupdate my UPU. :P

Actually, being a pharmacist have been my dream ever since I was in form 3. I dunno, just interested in that course. And Chemistry have been my favourite subject ever since I started learning it *cey ayat.. But, I got the worst gred for my Chemistry among all the subjects in SPM. So, no more pharmacist cause I'm not really confident with my own self.. Sad fact is sad *walaupun actually xdelah sad sangat..

My mom nak sangat1000x me become a teacher. So, mintak la jugak maktab. My mom said ikut cakap parents ni banyak kelebihan. And she did give me a few examples. So, okla I'll just follow the path.. Lagipon, everything yang jadi ada sebab musabab just like that book said. That book is my sister's book. Tajuk apa tah. It's in English, so xingat. But, it told about our own self. About our "journey" in life. It was fun reading that. We may be happy or success in everything we do now but we can't predict what will happen in the future.. That book even give that Microsoft's founder as an example *suddenly forget his name. That's a famous example anyway, So, I'm not that surprise. hehe. To be truth, I still dunno what I wanna be in the future. So, ikut ja la apa kata parents and kata hati.. :)

Thump Thump

What is thump thump?? It's your heartbeat sound!! *suddenly 2PM's Heartbeat song in the background. 

I'm in my sister's room right now. For some reasons I'll be sleeping here tonight instead of my own room. Well, she's away with her hubby to KL.. And I'm here in her room.. hihihi.. *evil youngest sister laugh

I saw her stethoscope on her desk and suddenly made me thought about "heartbeat" and then the "sound of it" and then "what I'm gonna do tomorrow" and then "what date is tomorrow?? ohh it's 20th of March".. Yeah, the last day of torture.. Why torture? Bcoz it's the last day until SPM result come out. And everyone keep on asking me the same question, "Are u nervous??" "NO I'M NOT. IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO FEEL NERVOUS AT TIMES LIKE THIS".. Do they think I'll give that kind of answer?? [=_=']

I remember how it was during my PMR result came out. I asked Ayu to ask for my result and informed me about it using facebook since I wasnt in Malaysia at the time. The day the result came out, bcoz of the time difference, I didnt even realized that actually the result was already announced. I think I was sleeping when the others were taking their results.. Haha. Bcoz the time difference between UK and Malaysia is like 7 hours like that. So, it was around 3 am in UK when the others were taking the results around 10 am in Malaysia. It was my parents that remembered about it and asked me to check my fb the next morning in UK. Seriously I didnt think about it that much at all. It was like "oh, the result, okay... ".. But now SPM is freaking scary!! it's more like this now "oh the result, WHAT??!!!!".. 

Alien's bip bip.. Don't u ever wonder why they always say bip bip?? In every single movies. Why cant they make aliens that come from different places? So they will speak in another language rather than bip bip, I'm being ridiculous now, I know. But why cant they?? The writers or directors or whoever. And also why does when its shooting scenes all the polices suddenly loose their talent in shooting and it's always the hero who beats the bad ones.. And also why does when you walk on the street with someone, you suddenly stop in the middle of the way and talking with that person? Nonsense, your just being an annoying street walker to the others. Just walk while talking cant you? Movies, dramas.. Please be more logic. Except if your a movie about a walking and talking sponge. *hehe.. cause it's my fav 

Free My Mind

So, I went to Amanjaya Mall today. Actually my biggest intention was to visit the pc fair but well u know, human's mind can change immediately without warning. Hahaha.. There's too much noise and those sellers keep on promoting their stuffs like non-stop! So, we just went straight out from the pc fair area. haha. There were me, Chipa & her cousin, Daniel. I drove the car anyway!!! haha. Just masa pi Amanjaya Mall la. Balik my father drove me home. 

So, what else? Kalau pi Amanjaya Mall, confirmly there's a movie that will be 'waiting' for us. Hihi. We watched the movie "Jack The Giant Slayer". Wahh!! I just love fairy-tale! I think all the movies I ever watched on cinema are some kind of children's movies?? The movies are always either comedy-type movie, cartoons, fairy-tale. haha. But, yeah this movie's plot isn't the same as the real Jack & The Beanstalk story, it has some 'wars' in it and Jack become a King at last, but at least it has some similarities. And the ending of the movie somehow make it looks like that beanstalk thing did happened but was completely turned around by the people who talk about it generation to the other generation. Hahaha.. Cute! Kids will believe that I think.. I actually bought a medium size of strawberry drink b4 entering the cinema. But, end up I got the big size one! Grr. But, since he already put on water in that big cup, so, I took it and lastly came out of the cinema with ONLY 1/4 of the cup drank! 

That's the birthday girl beside me! Chipa! haha. Suddenly I look taller than her. Well, pictures can lie. She bent her knees.. Hehe.. 

After the movie we went to bowling! I lost! T-T Chipa excellently scored 100+ while her cousin scored 99 if I'm not mistaken. And me? 89.. Uwaaa!!! I had only one strike and no spare! haha.. While Chipa had like billion trillion bla bla bla strike and spare. OK OK.. Give the chance to the bday girl to win.. 

Soon after, we just went around the mall. I was kind of gloomy at the time cause my "dizziness" came to visit me. I don't why suddenly I felt dizzy. It just happened. So, I called my mom and Chipa called her mom. Andddd we went to Chatime.. hihi.. Rumah jauh maaa.. Parents lambat lagi nak sampai, so went to Chatime to lepak2 for a while.. And then my father came, I went home first. 

And there goes my diary.. The place I scream out my internal feelings using my "messy" handwriting.. And today's outing was written there. At that page.. huhu.. 

p/s : Hey Yana, I don't know if ur gonna come to my blog again or not but why not we hang out together someday. Maybe I go to your house?? hihi.. Peace!! 

SPM....

Here it goes another post from bored me. And I just killed a mosquito just now.. -.-

The thing is I got a call from this Allianze Uni last Thursday about the courses and stuffs. Yeah kolej swasta, its all about promoting their uni. But, I'm not talking about the promoting. I actually remember the moments back when I was in form 3. During the Pasca PMR, we did went to this Uni and had some briefing about medical science courses. I even told myself at the time that 'maybe' I would be there after SPM. huhu. Cause the environment pretty much cool for me.. How I know? Cause I really went around the Uni with Yana to find the toilet. Hihi. I needed to go to toilet really badly at the time. I even went to the library, office, etc. Hahaha.. Peace no war.. School memories.. :D

Ice-cream.. What with ice-cream?? I've been eating it all day now. Ahh!! My face getting rounder and rounder. And I'm not pleased at all. Sapa yg pleased anyway with that?? Hurmm.. And around 20 days to go, I will get my SPM results. Which actually I feel like I don't want to face it at all. Oh please! What if I get a bad results? What if there's nowhere I can go after SPM? Form 6? Oh please BIG NO! Why NO? Just NO and I don't even KNOW why it's a NO. It's just NO.. hihi.. 

Byebye Feb, Welcome March.. Hehehe.. All of a sudden.