Overeact?

Okay, first of all, I'm a Harry Potter movies fan.. Actually, b4, I didn't like the movie that much, just starting this year, I think I love it cause my nephews are all fans of the movie and so, I was brain-washed to like the movie too.. Yeah, the kids sure know how to make me like what they like.. I'm really really hoping kakchik will give me a niece.. I really hope the baby in her "stomach" right now, which is also their 1st ever child is a girl! Please no more nephews cause kakchaq had give a lot.. Boys are too naughty.. Little girls are more polite.. :P

Back to the main topic, actually throughout the whole story, rather than liking Harry Potter (Daniel), I love Ron Weasley (Rupert) more! haha.. He's like some crazy + careless guy and sometimes kind of blur.. I really like that kind of personality rather than Harry's personality who is too brave to do anything. But well, he's quite cool & gentleman guy in the drama.. I like that kind of guy too.. Both of them are great. But, when I look at the face, I like Rupert more, so, I guess maybe that's why I like Ron Weasley better.. hehe..

Okay, actually, the main point I write this post is because I just got to know that actually, Ruper Grint is a K-pop fan too!! Wahh!! I heard that he listened to SNSD & Super Junior. Wow! I was quite amazed with that. K-pop does flow around the world now, I guess?? haha.. Okay, conclusion of the whole post, Am I Overeact???? Dunno.. :DD

Love

Love is the greatest gift we can ever hope to give or receive.. Love is one thing that can overcome so many of the difficult times that we are faced with in this life. Love is so powerful that it can turn frowns into smiles. It can help to melt the most cold heart. It can even turn all the ugliness in the world into the most beautiful portrait we could ever have the pleasure to behold. :)

I'd be listening to DBSK's old ballad songs these few days and one of the songs is the Xiah Junsu's solo song, "Rainy Night".. The lyrics is somehow, touching.. I never experience something like that.. But, when I listen to the song, the voice + the touching lyrcis is somehow touch the deep of my heart.. hehe.. I really love this song..

Rain in my heart,
The tears won't stop, tonight
In the end, you left me behind,
Like something temporarily forgotten...
I miss you

* This world without you, trembles in the dark
It'd be nice if this was all just a dream
Though I want to see you, oh my girl
The reason I can't meet you
Is because I don't want to hear your goodbye

Baby I still love you

Don't cry anymore,
You're always being a crybaby
And even that part of you is so sweet
Now someone else, not me,
Is wiping away your tears

But I love you, you're unforgettable
Alive only in my memories,
This feeling is forever
Your scent from that day we embraced
Will never leave my body
Baby I still love you

I can't take it off,
This cross on my chest
With your name engraved on it
Baby you're my love

* Repeat

Even now, I love you
(Baby I still love you)
You're unforgettable

I'm just living in memories
This feeling will last forever
Even if ceaseless rain falls on my heart alone,
Eternally drenching it
I can't say "goodbye" cause I love you

Story for today

"Arggghhhhh!" Suddenly I heard Shi Ching, my classmate screamed so badly like crazy.. I wondered why and everyone looked at her and she ran in front of the class to our BM teacher.. Well, I knew Shi Ching is somewhat a loud girl but it was weird why she screamed so badly like that. I asked everyone around me but all of us were like blur, don't know what happened. I asked Shu Fang who was behind me about what happened but she kept on laughing and laughing.. The guys, Arjun, Ding Yuan, Jeffrey, Irwan etc went to the back of our class and then only I knew that there was a rat in our class!!!! Near the dustbin. I guess maybe bcoz it was raining quite heavily outside, so, the rat came into our class. Also, the fact that our class is in the ground floor and there's a stor near our class..

The guys kept on trying to make the rat goes out but it was still there. Running at the back of our class. Everybody kept on screaming (especially girls of course). Even Shaik, the tallest guy in our class went up on his chair.. Haha.. I laughed so badly at the time until tears fell down. But, unexpectedly, at the same time, the rat ran over to my place!! I didn't realize cause I kept on laughing. I only realize it after Yana told me that the rat is under my table, not moving.. I screamed and stood up.. Then, only the rat go away to other place.. Scream, scream & scream occured in our class. Guess what, the rat was making a round maraton in my class, it came back to my place running.. But, this time I didn't scream anymore, I just put my legs up.. After that, the rat went to back of the class again and Jeffrey succeed in bringing the rat out of the class. Such a relief.. Everybody laughed and I looked at our BM teacher's face.. She was like, wanna laugh but didn't laugh.. hahaha.. What a chaos...

Then, after BM, it was BI.. We need to go to the library.. So, we went to and I finished my oral BI already with teacher at the small room in the library!! Wee!! But, somehow, it was quite funny cause the essay I presented was about friends.. But, the questions that Madan Jacqueline asked was not about the essay, but, about my experience about being a pengawas pemerhati.. hahaha.. But, greatfully, I could answer it all..

Anyway, yesterday, teacher told us that perjumpaan waris for f4 is on this Sept. Luckily, this exam I did quite OK. I got 11th place in my class.. I want to be in top 10, but, since my Biology got oly 50% a.k.a failed, so, I got to be in the top 20.. But, still, ok though cause first time I got Addmath A and lulus my History. :)

Me as a prefect shadow

Early this year, I gave surat permohonan menjadi pengawas to Sir Fletcher hoping that I can be a prefect this year cause in form 2, I forgot to go to the interview session and ended up not being a prefect. So, I waited and waited for him to call me for interview this year.. I've been practicing what to say etc.. But, then, on one fine day, at the f4 morning assembly, Sir Fletcher came to the assembly and called the students who gave the surat permohonan manjadi pengawas to him, one of those people, me lah.. And guess what, I'm the only f4 malay.. Not only f4 malay girl, but the only f4 malay to give the surat permohonan.. haha.. Sir said that this year's new prefects are taken by teacher's permission.. And each class can give a maximum of 3 other names in the class that they think can be a good prefect. Which means a new system.. No interview etc.. And so, I waited & waited again until one day, I was called by a form 5 prefect saying that I can start going to prefects assembly every morning and would be told what to do later.. Luckily this time, I'm not the only malay anymore..

The excited me went to school with such a happy face thinking that I have been choosen as a pengawas percubaan. But, guess what, not yet!!! I hate this new system.. On the second day of being a "prefect", at the prefects assembly early in the morning, Sir said that we are not pengawas percubaan yet, but, we are pemerhati (shadow).. we were divided.. Some f5 prefects were chosen as mentors and we pemerhati need to follow our mentor whenever he/she goes. My mentor is Catherine Tan (5SS). My fellow members are Shakurti (4SN3), Sharma (1A?), Aliani (1A3).. At first, when we first divided, our mentor's tugas was rondaan. We just have to make sure that all the students have gone to morning assembly before 7.20. It sounds easy but actually not so easy to halau people from their class to assembly.. Especially on exam week.. Haihh.. I have been yelled by my own ex-classmate, my form-mate, my classmates, seniors, juniors.. Now, I know how it felt to be a prefect.. Pity them + me who is not a prefect but pemerhati only.. T_T

Then, Thursday last week, tugas pengawas dah di-exchanged.. My mentor's new tugas is form 5 morning assembly. Oh no! Seniors' assembly! I hated it to be real.. There were a lot of other pemerhati there at the f5 moring assembly.. haha.. Funny actually how we all pemerhati just stand at the back and looking blankly at the seniors in front of us.. Today is my second day and I didn't do much at the f5 morning assembly just now.. haha..

Now, we all pemerhati are in danger!!!!! Sir Fletcher asked for a list from each of us. We need to list all the teachers that teach us.. And guess what, sir said that he will ask all these teachers. If one of the teachers that teach us says no to us, then, we'll be automatically out! Crazy!! I got 10 teachers and I need all 10 of them to say yes to me! That is so hard!! It's so 50%-50% now.. I'm scared there's a ny teacher that teach me doesn't like me.. But, this thig is not the only scary thing for us pemerhati, our mentor was asked by sir himself to write their pendapat about their mentii. If our mentor says no, than we will be automatically out as well.. Why so hard!!!!! I hate this new system.. The years b4, what you have to do to become a prefect was just go to the interview, if you lulus, then you can be a pengawas percubaan.. but, this new system, be a pengawas pemerhati for a month, then if lulus u can be a pengawas percubaan for a few weeks and then only you can become a prefect.. Susah3..

What I scare the most right now is, I think my history teacher will say no to me.. Cause I used to send an uncomplete history note to her.. What can I do??!! Huaaarhhhh!!!! T_T Also, there's some possibility my chemistry teacher will say no cause there's one day, I did my Peka and didn't do the experiment until teacher got upset and told my group to do the experiment ourselves.. I'm scared! I truly want to be a prefect! All my sisters + brother who used to be ibrahimians were all prefects of the school before.. I want to be a prefect as well.. haihhh.. This week is the penentuan week. If I x lulus, next week I'm going to be a normal student again.. If lulus, I will be a pengawas percubaan next week, but, I guess, I x lulus.. T_T

July Test

haha.. July Test.. What can I say?? Urm.. I don't know.. =.=

BM = 62% (c-) - drops a lot!!

BI = 78% (B) - 1 more right I can get A!!

AG = 78% (B) - 1 more right I can get A!!

Sejarah = 74% (B-) - At least this time, I lulus

Chemistry = 78% (B) - 1 more right I can get A!!

Biology = 50% (F) - Failed!!!! Well, expected.. =.=

Physics = 73% (B-) - Quite Ok

Akaun = 85% (A) - Drops a bit from mid-year exam

Addmath = 80% (A-) - Wahh!! 1st time got A!!

Math = 66% (C) - From A drops to C!!! 0_0

Overall, 1A, 1A-, 3B, 2B-, 1C, 1C-, 1F (Simpy 2A, 5B, 2C, 1F)..

But, if I follow JPA's grade, I got 7A, 2B, 1C.. I like this result better.. :)