Yes! I'm free!!! Free from that feeling!! Ohh girl, seriously, it was hard to erase that.. But, whatsoever..
Cause there's something more important than that.. Prefect!! AHHHHHHH!! Don't torture my brain anymoree... :'(
Why is it so hard to be a prefect?? So different from being a normal student.. My daily routine totally changed a lot. I didn't feel it that much when I was just shadow prefect but now that I'm a trial prefect, aigooooo~~~ Well, I did think too simply about being a prefect. For now, I'm a bit annoyed with the tortured feeling of being a prefect. I kept on thinking I can't be a REAL prefect next year. And that makes me feel like, what's the use for me to do my duty when I won't be the REAL prefect at all?? And what's the use to pay the monthly fees when I won't be wearing the blue uniform at all?? Well, those thinks keep on appearing in my mind and makes me feel hopeless.. I'm too scared I won't be a prefect next a.k.a disqualified..
Please don't make me disqualified.. I seriously want to be a REAL prefect.. Not just trial prefect and then disqualified..
-I want to wear that blue uniform so badly even when I always got scolded by the other students,
-I want to go to that so-early-6.50-am-prefect-assembly every morning even when sometimes I will come in late into the class in the morning,
-I want to do my prefect duty with my best even when my close friends keep on discouraging me of being a prefect as I don't have much time to hang out with them,
-I want to be a prefect which change me to be more discipline even when I need to write "nakamura" everyday..
Last but not least, Ahhhhh!! Tension!!!!!! End-Of-Year Exam on 12th of October!! :'(
